Sicken of the Calm by Marina Vivancos

Title: ⟫ Sicken of the Calm (Fox Lake #1)
Author: ⟫ Marina Vivancos
Rating: ⟫ 3.5/5
Blurb: ⟫ Joaquin would never forget the boy who came out in the middle of the school cafeteria when they were both fifteen. Would never forget his bright eyes and clenched fists, in defiance of the rest of the world. Ezra. His unapologetic bravery was something that would haunt Joaquin who, despite being the captain of his high school football team, was too reserved to come out before college, let alone approach the boy he admired from afar.

Joaquin is in his third year at Fox Lake University when he sees Ezra again. Joaquin expects the distance between them to remain unbreeched, but Ezra, as brash and impetuous as he was in high school, crashes into his life. At first, it’s just a shared class project, but it doesn’t take long for things between them to heat up. Before Joaquin knows what’s happening, he’s squirming on a chair as Ezra watches him jerk off, those clear, intent eyes pinning him in place. This starts a friends-with-benefits relationship with the aim of exploring a submissive and Dominant dynamic in bed, dipping a toe in the BDSM world together.

However, nothing is ever so simple. As their sexual relationship amps up, so does their friendship deepen, fed by those gentle moments after sex, underbelly-soft and vulnerable. As Joaquin gets to know Ezra better he realizes that his assumptions about who Ezra is, and even the assumptions he has made about himself, have to be challenged in order to break the cycles that may lead to their relationship breaking apart.

[This story contains plenty of banter, a fuckbuddies-to-more romance, and light, exploratory BDSM themes revolving around Dom/sub dynamics and kinks such as orgasm delay, praise kink and mild bondage. Although part of a series, this story can be read as a standalone with its own HEA.]

Review: ⟫ I wanted to love this book far more than I actually did. I found it incredibly wordy – beautiful, evocative words, but wordy nevertheless. It felt like the author veered between paragraphs that were almost like poetry and then complete and utter BDSM smut. It was – jarring isn’t the right word, but it made it difficult for me to figure this book out, which marred my enjoyment.

Another thing that marred my enjoyment, and perhaps should have had a spoiler warning, was a threesome scene. I still can’t figure out why that scene was in there – it felt so unnecessary, and for me unwelcome. Perhaps it was to show that Joaquin would do whatever Ezra wanted because he was under his spell, but that had been made plain in other ways so this felt superfluous. I have enjoyed other books by the author, but this one didn’t resonate with me and I was a little disappointed.

From other reviews I’ve read, it definitely seems like one of those books where YMMV with some people loving it, whilst others have left it unfinished. By the end of the book, I realised that I didn’t have any particular feelings for either Joaquin or Ezra, which felt more than a little sad. Not for me. 

Tentacles & Triathlons by Ashley Bennett

Title:
⟫ Tentacles and Triathlons (Leviathan Fitness #2)
Author:
⟫ Ashley Bennett
Rating:
⟫ 3.5/5
Blurb:

Leviathan
Fitness is the favorite place of monsters, muscles, and a tentacled
creature who can seduce even the hardest to win over human.


When
local police chief Reece Rollins decides to sign up for a triathlon–
there are two things holding him back. One, his distaste for
monsters. Two, his sub-par swimming skills.

At
the urging of his sister’s wolven mate, Reece joins Leviathan
Fitness to train in the gym’s olympic size swimming pool. After
running into Reece at the pool, Cyrus offers to help Reece get ready
to win the race.

New
feelings arise from the depths as Reece and Cyrus learn that monsters
and humans go together, tentacle in hand. The only question is- can
these two hold on to their new found love despite their
differences?

Muscles
& Monsters is book two in the Leviathan Fitness series. Each book
will center around the gym and feature a different monster pairing.

Review:

First
of all, I think Reece was a park ranger not a police officer but that
doesn’t really have an impact on the story.

I’ll
be completely honest – I picked this book because I thought
the
cover looked really pretty and I was interested in how they were
going to handle tentacle sex! This book was actually really sweet –
Reece sounded like he had an absolutely awful childhood with his
father, and I felt a lot of sympathy for him.

I
would well imagine that Cyrus would be a little depressed and lonely
after so many years alone and although he had some extremely good
friends, he definitely needed love.

The
relationship between the two of them was really nice, with Cyrus
understanding Reece’s initial reaction to him and not being awful
to him about it. Their training sessions were a lot of fun,
especially when Cyrus was under the water watching Reece swim above
him.

I
think, for me, things took a turn when they actually got together.
First of all, Reece went from being very anti-monsters and hating
being touched, to dreaming about extremely explicit tentacle sex.
That felt more than a little fast for me, and when things finally
snapped and they got together, it was as if Reece turned into another
person.

The
tentacle sex was innovative and entertaining, and the whole triathlon
situation was a nice plot to carry things along. I’m not sure what
I was expecting to be honest but it just felt like something was
missing. Admittedly, this is book no.2 and I haven’t read book.1,
so I might have missed a lot of information in that book, which is
about Reece’s sister Tegan finding her mate
who
just happens to be a werewolf.

All
in all, this was a pleasant read although considering all of the
tentacles that are involved, I expected it to be a lot kinkier! 

The Christmas Leap by Keira Andrews (Festive Fakes)

Title: ⟫ The Christmas Leap (Festive
Fakes)
Author:
⟫ Keira Andrews
Rating:
3.5/5
Blurb:
Fake
romance shouldn’t feel this real…
Will: I’ve never been with
a man.


Sure, I’ve thought about it.
Wondered. Daydreamed. Imagined. But I wasn’t ready
to take the leap.

I have a reputation as a “ladies’
man.” No one has any idea how curious I am about men—not even my
openly bi best friend. Make that former best friend.
Michael ghosted me, and I have no idea why.

Michael: The man I love is
straight.

It hurt like hell when I had to
distance myself from Will. I’ve tried desperately to grow up and
get over him, but my carefully constructed life just fell apart—and
Will rushes to my rescue.

Now we’re pretending to be a
couple to impress his boss at a holiday retreat. We’re holding
hands and hugging.

We’re sharing a bed.

And Will just kissed me.

Is my best friend falling in love
with me after all?

The Christmas Leap by
Keira Andrews is a Christmas romance featuring friends to lovers, bi
awakening, first times, and of course a happy ending. This
stand-alone novel takes place in the same universe as The
Christmas Deal.


Review:
Okay, just how
does anyone in this verse manage to keep anything a secret? They are
constantly
talking about their capers, and not in private either – how have
they not been overheard by now?

Angela
is meant to be this fabulous boss who’s a bit of a genius yet she
is constantly being ‘fooled’ by these people into thinking that
they’re queer? Sorry, but of all things, this was the thing that
annoyed me the most – that and the whole ‘pretending to be
bisexual in order to get ahead’ – it just left a bit of a bad
taste in my mouth.

Anyway,
the story is nicely written and you immediately feel a little sad for
Michael – not because of the whole Will thing but because it’s
incredibly crappy timing for what happens to him at the beginning.
The whole Will thing – him ghosting him to enable himself to get
over his feelings was a big struggle for me. What an awful thing to
do to one of your best friends, no matter your reasoning.

I
enjoyed reading this story but upon finishing it, I couldn’t really
tell you much about it. There were some relatively hot sex scenes
between Will and Michael, and I enjoyed some of the family members
and friends that we got to meet. There were at least two couples who
I am pretty sure the author has written other stories about (I
haven’t read them).

But
the meat of the story – the idea that Michael has been in love with
Will for years and Will has become a bi-curious? It was resolved what
felt like so quickly and so easily, it was a bit of a non-event.

I
loved Will’s accent and listening to him talk to his parents – I
feel that that was well done. There didn’t feel like enough
differentiation between the two main leads because sometimes I didn’t
realise who was narrating.

I’ve
read other stories by this author and enjoyed them more – I guess
this one just didn’t resonate with me. It was a sweet, enjoyable
story with some heat between the leads with only a little angst –
it will probably be just the thing to relax with with the run-up to
Christmas.

I
received an ARC from GRR.

Gutsy by Ki Brightly

Title: ⟫ Gutsy 

Author: ⟫ Ki Brightly 
Rating: ⟫ 3.5/5 
Blurb:A Tale of Horror and Romance. . . . 

The Rich City Slicker 
Journey Baral met Pious on a night out and was immediately interested in him, but after only one dance they had a fight that sent Pious stomping off into a snow-filled night. 
Journey found the whole encounter humorous, though he did feel a little bad for causing issues, but he brushed off the incident. Days later, a peculiar hunger strikes Journey, and his life quickly runs off the rails. 
The Farmer – And Hex Meister 
Pious Sturms hexed himself. 
He didn’t mean to stir up trouble, but a hex is the only explanation for the barrage of bad luck that has been following him around. Everything in Pious’s life has been going downhill since he got home from a visit to the city. 
One dark night, Journey, the man Pious has been thinking about non-stop since he met him, turns up on his doorstep, and Pious is horrified to realize he didn’t only hex himself, he hurt Journey, too. 
Will Pious be able to fix this magical problem before it is too late, or will Pious and Journey both be consumed by the hex in the end? 
Gutsy is a spooky horror romance, so be prepared for your heart to race with fear as Journey and Pious fight for their happily ever after! 

Review: ⟫ Firstly, I don’t know if reading the first book set in this verse will help or hinder your understanding – it will help you figure out the one-eyed guy dating a possessed person, so there is that. 

This book was – different. There was a bit of insta-love, although probably to describe it as inst-attraction, and then our two MCs separate and some really weird stuff happens whilst they’re apart. 
I still can’t figure out if I even liked this book, and I’m sat here several hours after reading it trying to figure that out. 
This book’s subject matter is dark and I would definitely advise heeding the warnings, but my heart didn’t race with fear and I was very much left wanting something more. 
The characters were interesting, if only from the perspective of their very different backgrounds. I struggled with Pious’s brother and his attitude throughout the book, and I couldn’t quite get a grasp on the community in which he lived but that might be lack of experience on my behalf more than anything else. 
I would have liked to spend more time with their Oma as she was introduced as someone who might be able to help, but that seemed to go to a dead-end. I don’t know how to express my feelings about the medical staff and law enforcement in this book – in what universe would someone slowly going green NOT be something that caused alarm? 
The sex was good – not overly hot, but caring more than anything? Which fit with Pious’s wishes so that worked quite well. 
As you can see from my review, I am just not sure how I feel about this book. I finished it because I really wanted to know how they made their way to a HEA, but even after putting it down, I’m still not sure if I can say I actively enjoyed it. 
Some of it was a tad gruesome, and it really did go a long way to making the thought of finding the way someone smelled ‘delicious’ take on a whole new meaning. 
Ultimately, I’ve gone with 3.5 rounded down and will approach any other books in this series with less expectations. I received an ARC from GRR.

It's Not Unusual To Be Loved by An Alien by Chloe Archer

Title: ⟫ It’s Not Unusual To Be Loved By An Alien
Author: ⟫ Chloe Archer 

Rating: ⟫ 3.5/5 
Blurb: ⟫ A sexy alien living incognito on Earth meets a sci-fi loving nerd who wants to rock his universe. What could possibly go wrong? Besides the unexpected tentacles and the accidental Mating Courtship Ritual, that is…. 
RIVER SULLIVAN

As a bona fide sci-fi nerd and total X-phile—the truth is out there—I’ve always believed in aliens. Duh. But I never thought I’d actually find them on Earth–let alone right here in Las Vegas! Now I’ve stumbled onto a big freakin’ secret and found my very own hot AF alien. 

I’m head over heels, but he’s being a total grump and holding back. 
How do I make him realize a geeky sunshine guy like me is just what he needs in his life? Did I mention he also has tentacles?!?! #HolyHentaiFantasyBatman #SwoonworthyAlien #SignMeUpSugar #MakeItSo #VivaLasVegas 
KAI GENARO 
The last thing I need in my life is a chatterbox twink who’s determined to woo me and could expose the secret existence of aliens on Earth to all humankind. Everything about him annoys me, including his stupidly attractive halo of golden curls and his bright green ‘come hither’ eyes. 
To make matters worse, he’s been recruited to work for the alien Alliance on Earth, and I’m assigned to keep him out of trouble. I don’t care how attractive he is. I don’t date humans! 
Except, my tentacles may have accidentally started the Mating Courtship Ritual with him… 
 It’s Not Unusual To Be Loved by an Alien (Tentacular Tales #1) is a (102,000 words) M/M sci-fi rom com featuring an adorkable twink with unexpected secrets and a slight obsession with extraterrestrials, the reluctant alien he wants to make his boo, tentacles with a mind of their own, zany extraterrestrial shenanigans in Sin City, and enough humor to fill an entire spaceship. This is the first book in the series. There is no cheating, and this book ends with a HFN. Never fear, the series guarantees readers an HEA by the end! 
Review: ⟫ Kinda obviously, this book requires a suspension of disbelief before you even start – unless you believe in the possibility of aliens living in Las Vegas, it’s going to be difficult for you to get through it. With that said, even with a healthy suspension of disbelief, I found this book to be very light and surface. 
It fulfils a lot of tropes, the humour is often puerile, and the sci-fi puns and nods come thick and fast. I don’t think there was a single page that didn’t mention Dr Who, Star Trek or something along those veins, which for me got old very fast. I love sci-fi and consider myself a nerd, but this was just a bit much. 
The characters all spoke with the same voice which could make it difficult to tell who was who (I kept getting mixed up), and I couldn’t help but feel like I had read similar stories many times before: quirky, loveable character who everyone absolutely adores falls for grumpy, restrained character, with hi-jinks ensuing before true love wins out in the end. 
It sounds like something out of Scooby Doo. 
I enjoyed the descriptions of the alien rituals taking place, and the writing was easy to read, with a passably engaging storyline. I did love that the beginning of each chapter had a section from the fiction written by River, in all of it’s campy glory, as well as the idea that aliens are reading it, waiting with baited breath for the next instalment. 
I also loved the character of uncle Benji but that might be because he was half-baked throughout most of the story.

I think you have to be in the right mood to read this story and truly enjoy it so YMMV. 

I received an ARC from GRR.

Soft Hands by E.M. Lindsey

Title: ⟫ Soft Hands (The Sin Bin : West Coast Book #2)
Author: ⟫ E.M. Lindsey
Rating: ⟫ 3.5/5
Blurb: ⟫ There are a few things Nolan Ouellet has come to accept about himself.

One: that his future with the NHL was irrevocably destroyed thanks to his reckless actions as a teenager destroying his knee.

Two: that he will never fall in love because the very idea of it sends his skin crawling.

Three: he will bed as many NHL players as humanly possible before he retires his game.

And four: he will never apologize for who he is and what he wants.

Then two men come barreling into his life and turn everything he knows upside down.

He still won’t play for the NHL, and he still won’t change who he is because he’s fought too long and too hard to accept his identity. But suddenly his future is starting to look a little different than he originally planned.

And that scares the absolute hell out of him.

When he met Marko Rudenko and Luka Wagner—two veterans of the Denver Huskies—they were supposed to be a game, just like everyone else. But now all he can think about is how to keep them around without compromising the person he’s become and ruining the love Marko and Luka have for each other.

Soft Hands is the third book in the Sin Bin: West Coast series which can be enjoyed on its own but is best read in order. Soft Hands features a goalie with a hard outer shell and soft marshmallow insides, a confused alternate captain who just wants to give up a little control, and a former NHL prospect who knows who he is, but maybe not what he needs. Soft Hands contains aromantic acceptance, no cheating, plenty of love and communication, and as always, a happily ever after.

Review: ⟫ I don’t think I’ve ever read something about an aromantic lead before so I was really interested in how this was going to play out. I liked the idea of no cheating and a lot of acceptance, so was happily in for the ride.

Unfortunately, this story didn’t really work for me – maybe the mood I was in? I just found myself feeling like so much of the angst and hand-wringing could have been avoided if the three of them had simply sat down and talked. Marko and Luka, for example, appear to have been together for quite some time but have never defined their relationship. That seemed odd to me – I understand a friends with benefits thing that lasts a few months maybe, but years?

Nolan made a bit more sense to me – historically, he’s not had much luck with people accepting him for the way he is or understanding what he means when he says he can love but he doesn’t fall in love. The attraction to Luka and Marko made sense, and I could also understand him not wanting to step on what they were building together. But, again, there seemed to be a lot of back and forth, with the three of them taking one step forward and then avoiding each other for weeks at a time. It felt like something that a teenager might do, not grown men.

The camboy thing was extremely hot – like sizzling – and I really enjoyed the scenes where Luka/Marko were together watching Nolan. But the scenes between the three of them together felt almost fade to black almost in their heat rating – I guess I wanted to see more of their dynamic in the bedroom and how things worked out there.

This was an enjoyable read, although there was some backstory I seemed to be missing with the character of Zane? I’ll happily look for more from this author and would say this is worth a read as long as you go into it accepting that miscommunication or lack of communication seems to be the words of the day.

I received an ARC from GRR.

These Deviant Ties (Dark Romance Anthology) by Various Authors

Title: ⟫ These Deviant Ties (Dark MM Romance Anthology) 

Author: ⟫ Various 

Blurb: ⟫ Deviants and delinquents… 
These men exist outside the law. They walk in the shadows and thrive in the dark.

Bad to the bone, they take what they want.

What happens when what they want is you?

What happens when the anger that burns through their veins is now directed at you?

Can enemies really become lovers or is it just a losing game?

These Deviant Ties follows eleven authors who bring you steamy, dark MM stories that will make your toes curl and your heart pound. 

 Review: ⟫ My general review would be that the stories I have read so far were nowhere near as dark as I was expecting. I don’t know if that means I’ve got a really dark/dirty mind or that my expectations were too high, but none of them struck as me as particularly out there when it came to the relationships. That isn’t to say that the anthology doesn’t contain anything good – some were really well interesting and I will definitely be looking for other stories from some of the authors.

Individual reviews are below. 

Below the Belt by Andi Rhodes 
The first rule of fight club is – well, this isn’t that kind of fight club for a start. And the fighters aren’t all there voluntarily. This was fast, brutal and sexy in a very dark way. The relationship between Grizzly and Phantom was also fast, brutal and sexy but it made sense in the world in which they lived – they could hardly go out for tea and cupcakes! Not a lot of romance, but a LOT of chemistry! 4/5
 

Diavolo by Andrea Joy 
This one felt a little misleading for a dark read. It started with torture and then took a turn that I didn’t expect. The writing was good – some of the descriptions of what Skyler and Ashton got up to were pleasantly toe-curling, but I’m not sure it fully belonged in this anthology. 3.5/5 
In the Eyes of my Enemy by C P Harris 
This went somewhere I wasn’t expecting with the reason behind the relationship not working out, so that was a good surprise. I liked it but this actual story didn’t stick with me particularly which is a shame because it was well written. 3.5/5 
Caged in Shadows by Amy Thorn 
I could imagine this on the small screen very much like Sons of Anarchy. Really well written, my heart went out to Shakespeare and you could definitely understand his motivations. I wish there had been more time spent with Liam – Shakespeare’s backstory was important but in a novella of this size, I felt too much time was spent on what had happened in the past rather than on his relationship with Liam. 3.75/5 
Evil Beautiful by Rene Van Dalen 
This story wasn’t my definition of dark but I did really enjoy it. Kellen sounded delicious and I loved that he wasn’t a walk-over, and I was intrigued by what I read of Gideon. I would definitely be interested in more mm romance by Rene Van Dalen, but this wasn’t anywhere near as dark as I was expecting/hoping. 4/5 
Loan Shark by Nero Seal 
This is a hard one to review because what happened between the two of them was straight up non-con, with nothing that I would call romance. I think as part of a bigger, longer story, things could have got much more interesting but as it stands, I can’t say I liked it. 2.5/5 

In Darkness and Dank by K.L. Hiers

Title: ⟫ In Darkness and Dank 

Author: ⟫ K.L. Hiers 
Rating:3.5/5 
Blurb: ⟫ Kittisak Amarin is not a scientist—he’s barely a student, but he joined his college professor’s research team for an expedition into the Amazon as a last ditch effort to pass his biology course. 
His professor thinks they’re going to discover a new species out here, but Kittisak is more worried about being eaten alive by giant mosquitoes and staying awake while the team studies test tubes of dirty water.

When he sees a fantastic amphibian creature watching over him one night, he thinks it’s just a dream. 

Until it comes back. 
A fatal misunderstanding leaves Kittisak wounded and unable to flee once the creature has taken him prisoner. As the creature nurses him back to health and shows him the wonders of his mysterious jungle home, Kittisak has to confront his growing attraction to his enigmatic captor and his dwindling desire to escape. He begins to realize that the creature may not be the monster he appears to be…

And that even amongst darkness and dank, the sweetest romance can blossom. 

In Darkness and Dank is an MM Horror Retelling of Creature from the Black Lagoon, as part of the collaboration Monsters & Mayhem: An MM Horror Collection, adapting some of your favorite classic horror stories with an MM romance twist. 

Review: ⟫ The heroines of the horror movies these stories seem to be based off of were nowhere near as horny as this! 

I went into this expecting it to be a real horror story which is my mistake. This story was a retelling of the Creature from the Black Lagoon and it was so camp, it was funny. The most serious part of this book seemed to be the science – other than that, this seemed to be written/played completely for laughs – from Kittisak’s initial response to the creature, to how things transpired between them, to where things went in the end. 
The writing was a bit simplistic (apart from the science), and mildly entertaining and I think if you are looking for something light to read, it’s pretty ideal. Just don’t go into it expecting any real horror other than the human kind! 
I received an ARC from GRR.

The Alpha Dragon's Instant Family by Sean Michael

Title: ⟫ The Alpha Dragon’s Instant Family 

Author: ⟫ Sean Michael 
Blurb: ⟫ Alpha dragon shifter Warrington Vol has the perfect life. Everyone has a little dragon in them, but he’s the full dragon king of his high-rise castle, along with his best friends Seamus and Harrison. He might had left his overbearing, aristocratic family behind, but now he has the Skye Dun clan and their successful empire. Too bad his well-ordered life gets a jolt when he meets the man he thinks is his mate at a club, then has to leave him without even getting his name due to an attack on his high rise that leaves Harrison gravely injured.
Sebastian Addams is doing the best that he can. He’s just a guy with wings and a single scale on his cheek, as well as his two younger siblings to care for, so he’s pretty low in dragon society. Needing to provide for his family, he looks to a personal assistant job to a business tycoon, but when he walks into the interview, he discovers the man who loved and left him the previous night without even a real introduction. Sebastian wants to slink away, but he needs this job. Badly.
Warrington, though, is overjoyed that Sebastian has walked into his office – now he doesn’t have to go searching for his mate with nothing to go on. The trick will be convincing Sebastian that they’re fated to be together, which gets more complicated when Sebastian winds up pregnant. But Warrington thinks his instant family is amazing and sets about making Sebastian see it too. Now if they can just stay safe from the bomber who seems determined to put an end to Skye Dun clan, they just might get their happy ending. 
Review ⟫ Sean Michael’s Hammer Boys series were some of the first BDSM books I read years ago, so when I saw this ARC being offered it was an easy choice to go for it.
If you’ve read any Sean Michael, then you’ll be familiar with the style: possessive, loving, lots of ‘mine’ and ‘yours’ and a kinda insta-love. This just happens to be that but with dragon shifters. I was hoping for things to be more dragon-related, and for there to be more about them as shifters but it was all a bit surface. It seemed to be more of a reason for mpreg than anything, and a different kind of alpha shifter than a werewolf for example. I think this was a missed opportunity and the main thing that I felt was missing. 
The basic story is fine, and it’s obvious that is planned to be at least three stories as the MC Warrington has two extremely close friends. I actually didn’t like Sebastian, and I can’t even say why. He just seemed like such a non-character to me, despite the fact that he had quite the interesting progression throughout the story with the fact that he had taken on his siblings after the death of his parents and his dragon attributes. There are intimations that there is more to Sebastian’s backstory that will probably/hopefully be explored more fully in the following books. 
This was a nice, sweet and easy read, and very similar to the Hammer Boys but without the BDSM aspect, and I’m not saying that in a bad way. I probably will read the following stories when they are released now that I know what to expect. 
3.5/5 for me.
I received an ARC from Gay Romance Reviews in exchange for an honest review.